i own every bell that tolls me
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stephanie brown mix
01; care - beabadoobee
it's been a while since i've thought about it
maybe it's time to communicate
i was sad then to think about it
the fact i still can't forget about it
i don't want your sympathy
i guess i've had it rough
but you don't really
care, care, care, yeah
care, care, care, yeah
care, care, care, yeah
oh, by the way
i'm still the same, i'm still the same
but are you the same?
02; wait - charly bliss
i’m predisposed to fail as fast as i can
with a name that’s been faded with the falling of man
it’s a meaning but i mean it, or i said so, i said so
i’d like to think that i’m so sane and sincere
but i speak in harmonics that i know you can hear
when naivety and exclusivity break me
then you say to me
you say
wait
wait
wait
i’m still the same brat
call me when you get back
03; future me hates me - the beths
sometimes
i think i'm doing fine, i think i'm pretty smart
i'm quite convinced that i can keep myself apart
oh, then the walls become thin
and somebody gets in, i'm defenseless
but it won't happen again
it probably won't happen again
i wanna risk going through
future heartbreak
future headaches
wide-eyed nights late-lying awake
with future cold shakes
from stupid mistakes
future me hates me for
hates me for
04; lavender bones - stand atlantic
temporary fleeting thrills
keep me bruised and make me ill
my skin has lavender tones
tell me i'm a loaded gun
tie me up and come undone
i can cover it up, i can cover it up
i can cover it up, i can cover it
i know i'm out of my depth, but i just float in it
i'm trying to do my best, stop picking fights with it
i wanna be upset, you're not alright with it
i can cover it up, i can cover it
i'm trying to speak my mind, wish it was by design
but i can only confess to having doubts with it
don't wanna feel regret, i'm not alright with it
i can cover it up, i can cover it
05; ain't it fun - paramore
Ain't it fun? Ain't it fun?
Baby, now you're one of us
Ain't it fun? Ain't it fun?
Ain't it fun?
06; combat baby - metric
get back in town
i wanna paint it black
i wanna get around
easy living crowd, so flat
said it all before
they try to kick it, their feet fall asleep
i want to be wrong
but no one here wants to fight me like you do
combat baby
come back, baby
fight off the lethargy
don't go quietly
combat baby
said you would never give up easy
combat baby, come back
i try to be so nice
compromise
who gets it good?
07; lose your head - nova twins
i'm on the wild side, baby
play with wildfire, baby
lose your head
get on the wild side
come play with wildfire
look who's talking
you're a prime suspect
i'm looking at a dead man walking
we play with darts and pierce their hearts with poison
if you fuck with me, one, two, three, heed my warning
warning, warning
fuck your clique
bow to the freaks
i'd rather be just crazy
08; the gift of hell - aye nako
shit luck, shift the clutch
got myself stuck in sand
constant nicks and cuts
on my feet and hands
i fold
like i did at the piano when i was 8 years old
it's a long way to be fine
better wait till hell freezes over
and she said i wanna break it anyway
and she said i wanna break it anyway
even if
even if
09; ok, meet me underwater - jay som
i've been away, but i haven't changed
can't say the same, you've gone your way
you think too much, your time is up
i'll be a friend, just tell me when
if you're feeling okay
meet me underwater
10; weird fishes - lianne la havas
i get eaten by the worms
and weird fishes
picked over by the worms
and weird fishes
weird fishes
weird fishes
yeah, i'll hit the bottom
the bottom and escape, escape
11; at last - neko case
i can say that i've lived here in honor and danger
but i'm just an animal and cannot explain a life
down this chain of days, i wished to stay among my people
relation now means nothing, having chosen so defined
and if death should smell my breathing
as it pass beneath my window
let it lead me trembling, trembling
i own every bell that tolls me