cold comfort is waiting somewhere

[luckyzukky]

cold comfort is waiting somewhere

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01; fuwarin - ichiko aoba

Let me reveal your secret:
The face beneath your mask is terrifying
Show it to everyone for me

02; the only thing - sufjan stevens

Should I tear my eyes out now?
Everything I see returns to you, somehow
Should I tear my heart out now?
Everything I feel returns to you, somehow
I want to save you from your sorrow

03; kill the turkey - gregory and the hawk

Kiss the clever one who said
You made your bed
Now lie in it, die in it
Kiss the shit, that hit the fan
When you went and killed
Another man

04; dread in my heart - mother mother

There’s a devil in my brain with a pitchfork and a flame
Yeah, he likes to poke around and he likes to tell me things
And whenever I begin to feel like I might be deranged
I remember there’s a little shitty devil in my brain

05; royal screw up - soccer mommy

And I want an answer
To all my problems
There's not an answer
I am the problem for me now and always
I will break my own bones

06; paint's peeling - rilo kiley

And i feel nothing, not sane
It's a hard day for dreaming again
I'm not going back to the assholes that made me
And the perfect display of random acts of hopelessness
I wish i could stay here
But i think we're all ready, i think we're all ready

07; never look at the sun - the delgados

Once you're found
No longer gagged and bound
Whisper to me "I think I'm free"
And the world will turn round

08; taikutsu shinogi - kinoko teikoku

Sleepless, growing late,
I listen to your breath,
Carrying words I can’t forgive,
And thoughts I can’t handle,
That will eventually thin,
And surely be forgotten.
But I’ll occasionally remember,
And ask you;
Is there really any deeper happiness,
Than hate itself?

09; devil moon - car seat headrest

I am a thief of unimportant things
I am a cheat and I can’t do anything to stop myself
I have no code, there is no road I’m traveling down
There’s only footprints leading away from the windowsill

10; poacher's pride - nicole dollanganger

And I know one day hell will catch up with me
And I'm sure that I will burn eternally
One day it will come to claim its pound of flesh
When it's done, there won't be anything left

notes

• i started this playlist back in MAY OF THIS YEAR.... six fucking months ago..... i get extremely picky and indecisive when it comes to song order in these short mixes and with character mixes in particular i'm always fighting with myself over the lyrics and the sounds matching and ahhhh why do i do this to myself. i've added and removed so many songs for this one i could probably make 2-3 more mixes out of every song that was on here at some point lol. my indecisiveness does not match well with my attachment to yukio i swear
• speaking of yukio - this one ended up super angsty and depressive much more than i expected it to so uh just see it as beyond the snow arc yukio and not recent stuff now that things are looking up for him lol. beyond the snow is my favorite aoex arc and i have much doubt that any arc will surpass it in the future, unless kato pulls some really crazy shit after the hiatus, so of course i have a huge soft spot for the yukio of that arc, where shit was really hitting the fan re: his mental state and then all the demon crap started and yeah i love it lol
• i want to make more yukio playlists that will hopefully be less depressing than this but idk when i'll get around to it. i'll probably post a yukishima playlist before another yukio mix because i started the former some time ago and it's been fun finding songs that fit the two lol
• special thanks to revoleotion for encouraging me to post this mix! i doubt i would've gotten around to it anytime soon without their encouragement, i really appreciate it <3